I don't know how it feels to be abused
I don't know how it feels to feel quote fat and you get an eating disorder
I don't know how it feels to have a broken home
But I know how it feels to have a broken heart and I know how it feels to be alone
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扯远了
既然家里条件不是很好话
建议先跟母亲多交流交流 毕竟你看你母亲这么不容易也把你抚养大了 要多考虑考虑母亲的感受
如果不是很急着去日本的话
还是国内先大学读几年 或者适应了社会环境有了独立生存的能力再动身也不迟